Feelings ???????

I can't do this shit You've got me so fucked up How am I gonna get myself out I dug myself a grave This ones deeper than ever How am I gonna "just ignore it" You don't understand how fucked I am Maybe I'll just dig this grave deeper I mean, I'm already six feet under Why not make it more? I've become so fucked up I'm drowning myself with how I feel Something told me not to So I didn't do anything But now I'm so far in This just needs to end I'll see you in another life Now leave me in peace so I can fly