Same Mistakes

I'm so fucking tired of giving my all and getting nothing in return but I guess i'll never learn when I keep forgetting that burn. Stop and think about how I feel when you push me aside and i'm forced to deal with what I feel and make sense of what is real. Don't you see the fire in my eyes that are trying to burn bright enough to get your attention but only to be snuffed so I feel i'm not enough. I don't fucking ask for much but maybe a second glance or a touch but that's too much to ask of you so what am I to do. I don't know who you are when you push me so far to the point of which I can't come back from the compassion that you lack. I guess it's my fault for taking chances and being dumb enough to think love enhances me emotionally or physically or to be all I can be for you.