True Feelings

I wish it were true when they say time helps heal it feels like despair is the only thing I feel I wish I had more time or yet another chance maybe just a sign to help me advance I was wrong, I was the one to blame what good's admitting if doesn't numb the pain it is not easy, it eats away to know that everyday without you drags by so slow meaningless, what I'd do to get you back give away my soul, fix all I lack keep daydreaming of a nightmare that just won't go away I need to wake up and shake off all of the things that weigh my mind is crumbling and thoughts keep fumbling can't seem to get level keep falling and stumbling