When your gone

When your gone I can't stop missing you When your gone there is nothing I wanna do then have you be here one more time and not so far away I cant stop missing you any time of day. I try to let go and not think of things that make me sad but I want you here with me so bad. I think of the times that i seen your sweet smile and that beautiful face but I know that your in a much better place. Its hard to get that day out of my head and not think of the things people said. I know that you are much closer then it seems you are probably right now watching me. Being here for me and I not even knowing it you never left me behind you was always there by my side but i knew Your kids was always number one in your life. you loved them so very much and that they will know I will not just let these memories of there mother go. They was so young and it was so sad your Daughter had to go live with her dad they was split apart and have still not seen each other for to many years it makes me sad and want to shred tears i hold them in as much as i can and know that she will see her brother again.