Everythings tearing away, all the feelings tend to go
astray
why do I have to sit here in dismay
Feeling the pain while my heart turns to grey
It's been this way since late May
Cuz I gave my heart to you in the blink of an eye
now I'm sitting here tears flowing, I cry
Cuz I invested my heart into someone who made me
feel like my heart was finally healing
But now my loves depleting
All those feelings are decreasing
But I still stand reaching out my hand
Trying to grab that last strand
The last bit of hope
Look through the scope of reality and please see me
Cuz im trying to cope about you and him but it's a killing
Yet I'm willing to wait, No matter pain instilling
and Im distressed and a mess, I cant stress how little I can
rest
I stay up all night to profess my feelings
And I'm trying my best, but no longer can I digress
So I ask why do you make me feel like a guest
As if this is just a pit stop to rest,

See the thing is you seem to just want a friend with
benefits
But that aint what I want, I want a relationship
I wanna hold your hand in the streets
and let everyone know you're with me
No wondering if you're single or not
Cuz all it does is make my heart rot
I thought that if I fought I would get what I sought
But apparently not, Cuz I'm still waiting in the parking
lot
left with the emergency break on everything locked, windows
tinted
feeling like I am just a coin thats minted
made for just looks but no real value
Please tell me it's different, that im not just a trophy for
you

Im going insane in my brain, too many thoughts for me to
think
Feel like I'm at the brink of my crisis
Cuz what you're doing is cutting my heart into slices, 
The wise thing to do is to just walk away apparently
it's what everyone says but i cant handle, it oh no

you're personality is spectacular, But now it feels like
you're Dracula
Cuz you suck out every last piece of my being making sure I
stop breathing
Heart crushed, smashed into bits, watching the blood from my
body drip
Put your ear on my chest to hear the breaks and rips
And then pretend that you love me, come on that's bullshit.
Please.

Stop with the tease and let me free, just tell me how it is,
so I can get off my knees
Cuz I'm done being a beggar, simply asking for a chance
Pull the trigger and end the trance
Let what we have die, or give us an actual try,
No more going in circles cuz it aint a driveby
No longer am I gonna let this shit fly
It's either we're together or we're not
No inbetween, I treat you like a queen so let me be your
king,
Let me treat you like royalty, and in return just treat me
the same
I'm done trying to get outa this maze, I feel dazed as if Im
in a haze
Impaired, this pain isn't just a graze, it's a direct hit
and now all I can do is pray that you help me now
Take out the bullet and stop the doubt
cuz I'm not gonna forget about you when im off to college
The only difference in life is where I get the knowledge
It's not like you'll just escape my mind
Cuz even if I wanted to I couldn't forget you
Just prove me wrong, prove im not a lovestruck fool.