five easy steps to know if you are dying alone

Five easy steps to know if you are dying alone (: (Note: chances are you probably are going to. ) Step 1. You get excepted to a party not a birthday party but a big fucking rager ! You decide not to go your only excuse being you dont have anything to wear or you need to feed your cat or "my favorite shows on tonight i cant miss it if i do the rest of the series wont make sense!" Either way you stay home Step 2. Your boyfriend tells you ,you've changed not the person he fell in love with .he tells you he misses your smile he tells you he misses your kiss and the way you would awkwardly look at the ground every time he gave you a compliment . He tells you he misses the way he could get lost in your eyes. He tells you dating you started feeling more like an obligation than a relationship. Step 3. Get dumped. Spend allot more time in your room with the TV off and the music low. Stay up late doing absolutely nothing but thinking about how much better you would look if you were skinny. Forget to eat dinner. Forget. To eat lunch. Just bite your nails and stare at the clock as if your waiting for it to slow down. Step 4 When your mother accuses you of being distant accuse her of being insensitive. When the doctor diagnoses you with depression shrug your shoulders Step 5 You probably got a conclusion by now but just ask yourself..do you even care ?