Don’t talk to me

I look at her

My best friend

Is she serious?


Why are you doing this?

I ask trying not to cry

You are making some bad decisions

I just don’t think you're a good person

For me to be around


I trusted her

I know that I’m no angel

I know I make terrible choices

But I need her


Ok whatever you think is best for you

I have learned through years of people leaving

That I can not change their minds

That if they want to leave they will


So instead I walk away

As soon as she is out of sight the tears come

I really am all they say

I’m that freak

That nobody wants to be friends with


Why do I try?

Is it worth the pain?

No

I wipe my tears

And just like that I blend into the crowd