My Very Best Friend

Don’t talk to me I look at her My best friend Is she serious? Why are you doing this? I ask trying not to cry You are making some bad decisions I just don’t think you're a good person For me to be around I trusted her I know that I’m no angel I know I make terrible choices But I need her Ok whatever you think is best for you I have learned through years of people leaving That I can not change their minds That if they want to leave they will So instead I walk away As soon as she is out of sight the tears come I really am all they say I’m that freak That nobody wants to be friends with Why do I try? Is it worth the pain? No I wipe my tears And just like that I blend into the crowd