Disappointment

I look up at him Another teacher disappointed I think of what my mom said You're just a big disappointment No matter what I do I can’t please them I raise my grades some more hoping to get a smile A good job and a pat on the back is all I need But no matter what I do they still hate me As leave the classroom thinking that I escaped it It’s still in my head Unorganized, idiot, she’s smart but she doesn’t try Your such a disappointment It’s everywhere I go I wish to be myself But the more I am me The more they are upset Everyone always says “Be yourself” But they don’t want that they want me to be who they are But I’m not I will never be them and be me I guess then I shall never be me