I feel lonely 
insignificant 
lost in a world that won't bother to understand me

I feel tortured 
Cursed
To walk in this world without comfort

I feel beaten 
defeated 
by myself in a never ending battle 

I feel lost
Confused
by where my life started to go so wrong 

I feel broken
crushed
by the weight of my insecurities

I feel as if feeling 
is the only reason 
I am alive

I fear myself
If 
I ever become numb

because it means that 
the devil has won