Wishing for the End

Looking out of the window. Feeling cold wind in my hair. Breathing cold air to feel free. My soul cry for peace and happiness. New year start, for me feel like year of destruction. Can't breath, can't see sun. So cold and dead inside. Lost my optimism and hope. Wishing for a dead and quite. See the Unicorns and be with them forever. Don't want to continue in my miserable life. Full of sadness, dark and cold. I am wishing for everything to End. Be in quite and find my peace.