The ones I love

A day will come, I won't be sad, and to be alive will make me glad. You see my life is upside down, I cannot smile, I only frown. The loves I've lost have left me numb, the pains to hard to overcome. But hopefully as time goes by, I won't sit alone and cry. I miss my family oh so much, their happy smiles, the gentle touch. I really hope they understand, why I'm a broken, bitter man. They've been my life for oh so long, without them now, I must be strong. To my three children whom I adore, I wish you'd walk back through my door. And to my wife of eighteen years, with whom I've shared my hopes and fears When I dream, your all I see, smiling, pretty as can be. But when I wake I realize, it's me your truly do despise. How can love erode so fast, my love for you will always last. So Amy, Tristan, Josie and Jack, I know I'll never have you back. But as I write these words to you, know my love is here for you.