Third Wheel

Pretend to have friends, hate me for who I am, discard me like plastic, use me like I'm nothing. Did I force myself to be here? I only wanted to avoid loneliness. Distracted? You still abandoned me. I really shouldn't mind, I was nothing anyway, I was a bad idea, I was invisible. Sure I say stupid things, sure I'm not so smart, but guess what? I'm learning. I won't talk as much, I'll listen more, don't abandon me, at your door.