im such a liar

By Zeek Lyons •
All I do is lie all day long, I lie in my sleep, when I breath, and even when I sing a beautiful song. I should be ashamed of my self, but I'm not, its so easy, I cant stop. there so convincing am I in denial, as a matter of fact I haven't told the truth in a very long while. I'm addicted to lying like a addict, I cause trouble, keeping things problematic. telling the truth does'nt exist, and being honest is definitely a myth. its such a rush when I twist my lips up and tell a lie, the taste is sweet, better than grandma's apple pie. I will lie to anybody, you, her, and him. my mother, my father, my brother, my sister, my friend. but why do I do it? am I lost, superiority complex I have to be the boss. I want to stop deep inside, but will my heart let me I have to much pride. at least that's what I keep telling my self, I need some help lying is bad for my health. and I continue to do it because that's just me, if you were in my shoes then you would see. that my whole life was a lie, they could have told me the truth, but they didn't even try. reaching out.