Crazy Mind

My minds telling me one thing so I jump in that direction Constantly forgetting where I'm going where I'm headed One part of me says keep going, the other turn back With each step I make a decision, a decision that lasts One one side theirs jesus on the other theres me Constantly fighting over whom reigns supreme He's saying follow, listen; while I'm running away I think I can ignore at least for one day But one day turned to months, and months turned to years As I look back on it now it almost brings me to tears He was always there, even when I rejected Each night a prayed to him, then always neglected His ideas, his ways, they were ingrained in my mind But I disobeyed each of them time after time Someday I hope he forgives me for all that I've done I hope he looks into my eyes and sees that I'm still his son All thats left now is to repent and change ways It's been to damn long it all starts today