how to love
By amanda •
the selfishness in your eyes. you'll never see the truth in my cries.
the meaning in the tears I shed, the thoughts running thoughts my head.
like the blankness behind the words you said, or the feeling that iam already dead.
its like what a touch feels, and what a kiss means
becomes my reality with you where nothing is what it seems.
& if tears are what the heart cant say,
I say nothing at all until that I fall,
begin to pick myself up and continue to crawl
until I can walk & begin to run away from the pain
& think back to this day like it all was a game
how your love broke me down & mended it with a chain
leaving me locked on your love
lord knows ill never be the same.