Trapped in a room water floodin from my eyes 
lookin for a answer but still haven't figured why,
nightmares i can't escape even if i tried
i try to hide my pain though you can see it in my eyes,
havin time to notice i'm really all alone
emotionally lost in a world far away from home,
searchin through my soul tryna find an answer
but still remain clueless like a cure to heal cancer,
i find myself slicin flesh to eaze my pain
thinkin of all the hurtful thangs as blood flow out my
vains,
its then you realize its just a simple fix, like drugs to an
addict its a stress relieving habbit,
some say it's crazy to wanna hurt for a thrill
but what do you call when its yourself you tryin to kill,
my lifes a sad story from beginning to the end
to the very moment i noticed i had no friends,
to the very moment i chose to be someone else
thought i was scaring somebody, i only scared myself.

By: Marvin Gray