crazzy love

Evrey thing is fine today.hugs and kisses sooth pain. Than i realise this isn't working .no more lie u take my energy waisting the me inside of me.than i told u what we were was me waisting into a helpless girl. U kissed me and took my hand tryed to make me see that all my thoughts were just toying with me.but no my love im tired. But u never heard my plea.and so when u were gone i ran to some one close wanting out from u and ur addicted drink pursutes. Than u called to me baby where are u. Im in a better place .no more me an.d u.no i need to see ur face u said just to say good bye. I agreed because in my heart i still did not feel right.so i came back to u but just to say good bye but our hearts were burning i wanted just to cry.i didnt leave cuz i dont love u.but its because u lack in pleasing my heart somtime i feel wer to far apart i love u u said i love u to i can be strong and get my things and come back to be with u .only if u will promise u said to tell that guy u were with u never want to speak to him ever evet again.yes my love i promise.but now u promise me that u will try not to be selfish and unthoughtful of me. Because i am ur love i care u completely so i i gues i want to say that thats what feels is missing.not to mension all ur ungrateful attitude about evreything.all was said.and all sorrys made but i didnt forgive wanting actions to sspeak for ur name.later that night u started ur same old shit. I decided enough with u its time to call it quits. Then after all ur drinks u drank u just as was to leave u grabbed my hair and pulled me down beating my head on the concreat.increasing ur streanght u started to cry.the drink had made u loose ur mind that night.hitting to my face u said i love u dont u know kill me i yelled i know where i will go .soon ur grip loosend i retained my breath wr went back inside and slept. Then