For my Little One Lost

I don’t understand why I lost you, After everything I’ve already been though, I don’t understand what I did to deserve this, And you I already miss, I felt you slip away, There was nothing I could do or say, To keep you inside and safe with me, You I wish with all my heart you I could see, My heart is braking and all I feel is pain, And I can’t help but feel shame, It wasn’t like the last time I new what was happening I could feel you go, In my heart I was screaming please god no, But he didn’t help me or you, And I can’t stop feeling blue, I will never understand why you I could not keep, I dream about you when I sleep, I see you there in my arms so small and beautiful I feel happy and calm, You could come to no harm, And then I awake, And see that you god did take, But I now you are safe and always will you be in my heart, Of this family you will never be forgotten always a part, But until we meet again you will always have a peace of my heart, We can never really be torn apart, So goodnight god bless I will always love you, And so will your daddy to.