I've bled tears of sadness and tears of joy 
I've felt completeness and detachment
I never asked for much in this life that I live
I've just wanted one complete attachment because I have so
much to give
I am a person with emotions
I'm not so different from all of you
Yet when I look around I wonder why not me
I see friends laughing and lovers holding hands
When I do these things I feel outside looking in
I pretend it is great and I fit 
But I never really do