one pull

Misery i feel too much just slit my wrists and watch the blood rush If all i do is wish for death and all i long for is to see her again while all my walls come crashing down a blood soaked razor is all that will be found she never seems to leave my head i lay alone and just wish for dead i'll never take that easy way out my past i wish i could just forget about to live to die im constantly asking myself why whouldnt i do everyone a favor and end this life everyday i wake is another day i'll break all the promises and lies i tell myself to to stay alive this rage it festers and aches one pull of the trigger is all it would take