Pouring from my insides

Like a knife to the soul and pouring from my insides this bleeding and screaming internal combustion explosions are catastrophic these wounds are far too deep they go on for miles self inflicted failure letters wrote by me the writer thoughts fly by like fighter jets far too fast to comprehend i lose my sanity i lost all hope left me in a long dark tunnel and there's no light at the end their all lying! Staring into nothingness my vision begins to blur feelings are too overwhelming they sweep me up and leave me stranded lost and left alone i did this to myself again i never said it wasn't my fault everyday is one big mystery secrets waiting to be unraveled i was never too good at puzzles they will always remain unknown like a knife to the soul the blade runs deep pouring from my insides the blood runs red Empty thoughts race randomly right before my eyes these words leak out like blood from my veins and pouring from my insides.