Introducing the Teen in Me

For many years, I've had enthusiasm for arts and crafts kits
buying;
But, really to myself, I was lying.
That was really just a fun phase;
Which would keep me happy for many days.
The poet in me; I wasn't expressing;
It was a phase in my life that needed suppressing.
Because, I haved worked through it with self-therapy;
Which involved and still involves a lot of poetry.
There are times when I block out the poet in me;
To put into words the love of the beauty of a tree.
Over the years, I have created much poetry and art;
But, introducing myself to the world; I didn't have much of
a start.
But, now I'm on the internet, and I tried a third site;
But, I would be lying pretending I was a teen who saw the
light.
I try to be honest, but that wouldn't have been;
I hate that honestly, I am living in sin.
That's why I don't wear my ring; I want to hock it;
Or send it hurling into space just like a rocket.
For, our marriage certificate is a fake;
And it's just too much for me to take.
I know I don't live in reality;
Because it wouldn't give me much of a salary.