I'm Still Drinking Mountain Dew

I have no patience for time to pass; Because I am a very serious; yet silly lass. When there's something I'm looking forward to; It's hard to wait a minute or two; lately, it's because I'm high on Mountain Dew. I want to talk to my Mom; That is why I am not calm. But, I have to wait about an hour and forty-five minutes; It's a crazy world, but right now I am happy to be in it. For, when I'm able to express my feelings, It makes my sense of happiness rise to the ceiling. For, I've never been able to see a long-term future; Mostly, I look back and think about my sutures. Because living in Orange is like living in pergatory; Sometimes, it gets a little gory. Because it takes time for the town to clean up dead creatures; This town must not be filled with good teachers; luckily, I don't go to church, so I don't have to deal with preatures. Since my late teens, I've been mostly self-educated; Mostly with opinions I do not wish to be debated. That's why I mostly share my thoughts to people who don't know me; Because they don't really know the quick me and the slow me. I am, to myself and others, a mystery to figure out; But, isn't that what life is all about?