A New Stage of Life?

Today, I got a new haircut and am overjoyed about our new kitty; I want to start a new stage of life that may not be so full of pity, I'm trying to drink more soda, coffee, water and less beer; For, losing my brains is what I fear. For, I become a wreck when I'm drinking beer; Because it's a depressant; to me that is very clear. For, if I have to skip my anti-depressants; Life becomes worse than that of adolescence. So, maybe I am at a turning point; Maybe myself I can annoint. For, I've become quite addicted to poetry; It is a healthy outlet; I can see. I've always had a fear that I too much push people away; But, I think, as a writer I will stay. For, I love encouragement to express my feelings; It is very good for healing. For, my counselor recently left me, and I forgot a fun group meeting; But, it is not obligatory for weekly repeating. I realize I have several options with which to find pals; Right now this severely depressed woman is a content gal! By the way, I named our new kitten "Reese's" She is even tinier than my two young neices! I just wish that on another site I didn't have to wait so long between typing sessions; That has given me patience lessons! Many days ago, in memory of my cat whose life was lost; I created a stuffed animal kitty angel at no cost. For, while jerks like my ex are getting their angry cheeks rouge; I am creating accomplishments and taking steps forward that are huge!