Please Forgive Me, by xlostxcausex Subscribe to rss feed for xlostxcausex

You whisper voices in my ear, 
of all the things I long to hear. 
You share my fears, 
my beliefs, 
and my insecurities. 

You promise you will never leave 
and I see the truth in your eyes, 
and I’m blinded by tears 
as I try not to cry, 
for I know I will lose you 
as I have the rest. 

I know you are the best thing 
that ever happened to me, 
but the future shows me things 
I never should have seen. 
Things I never saw, even in my worst dreams. 

I know I should leave, 
but where is the love in these thoughts of mine? 

You’re always comforting me, 
and I’d die for your love, 
but I know I have to set you free. 
I can't see me in your future, 
but you hold my heart in your hands, 
and I’m afraid to hurt you.

You are my life, 
my heart, 
my love, 
my soul, 
my dreams, 
my fears, 
my insecurities, 
and my hope. 

I'm looking for a new beggining, 
all I want is a reason for living, 
and I can't find it here. 

Blinded by tears, 
I’m waiting for that second chance. 
The memories push me forward. 

I can never find peace. 
I need to set you free, 
because you mean entirely too much to me, 
and I hope you can find 
someone who can love you better than I. 

You are everything to me, 
but we both will end up hurt, 
blinded by fears. 
Not wanting to move forward, 
to tired to sleep, 
for the feelings run deep, 
and nothing will make it ok. 

We don't feel alright 
because inside we are both falling apart, 
wanting to stop the world 
and all of its pain. 

We drain ourselves of the pain 
but deep inside it will remains the same.

It will hurt more if I wait one more day. 
I'm running again, 
and it will bring me to my knees. 

Inside I am empty 
and my silence not noticed 
because you are here, 
asking me what’s wrong. 

I long to tell you, 
but I cannot. 

This is breaking my heart.
All I want is to be with you. 
It is time to set you free.. 
Please forgive me...
Posted: 2005-06-13 00:58:44 UTC

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