This is to the past, 
somehow I knew 
it would not last. 

Friends who tried and failed. 
Ones who lied,
cried,
even ones who have died. 

Now im losing sleep im caught in deep thought, 
thinking of the tears i shed
or the nights i've bled on the inside
begging for one more chance at life. 

I was so near I could even hear
the words you whispered behind my back
I knew there was something i had to lack. 

Friendship is one 
love another.
 
I cant see
failing again 
and again 
and losing 
and winning 
and crying for sheer joy 
or crying in pain 
when the last word you said 
was my name.