numb

insensitive, aloof, anesthetized, apathetic, asleep, benumbed, callous, casual, comatose, dazed, dead, deadened, detached, disinterested, frozen, immobilized, incurious, indifferent, insensate, insensible, insentient, lethargic, listless, numbed, paralyzed, phlegmatic, remote, senseless, stupefied, stuporous, torpid, unconcerned, unconscious, uncurious, unfeeling, uninterested, indifferent, anesthetized, apathetic, asleep, boring, callous, cold, deadened, dull, flat, frigid, glassy, glazed, inert, insensitive, insipid, lukewarm, numb, numbed, paralyzed, senseless, spiritless, stagnant, stale, still, tasteless, torpid, unfeeling, unresponsive, vapid, wooden, anesthetize, benumb, blunt, deaden, desensitize, dope, dope up, dose, dose up, fix, hit, knock out, medicate, narcotize, numb, poison, relax, sedate, stupefy, treat, apathetic, asleep, closed down, dead, dormant, down, dull, idle, immobile, impassive, impotent, inactive, inanimate, indolent, languid, languorous, lazy, leaden, listless, motionless, numb, on ice, paralyzed, passive, phlegmatic, powerless, quiescent, quiet, slack, sleepy, slothful, sluggard, sluggish, slumberous, static, still, stolid, torpid, unmoving, unreactive, unresponsive, lifeless, bare, barren, bereft, deficient, denuded, destitute, free from, innocent, lacking, needed, sans, unprovided with, vacant, void, wanting, without, empty, abandoned, bare, barren, bereft, clear, deprived, destitute, devoid, drained, emptied, free, lacking, scant, short, shy, tenantless, unfilled, unoccupied, vacant, vacuous, without, avoided, bad, dead, forceless, fruitless, ineffective, ineffectual, inoperative, invalid, meaningless, negated, not viable, nugatory, null, set aside, sterile, unconfirmed, unenforceable, unfruitful, unratified, unsanctioned, unsuccessful, useless, vain, voided, worthless, nullify, meaningless, blank, blankness, cavity, gap, hole, hollow, lack, nihility, nothingness, nullity, opening, space, vacuity, vacuum, want, emptiness, clear, deplete, discharge, dispose, drain, dump, eject, eliminate, emit, evacuate, flow, give off, go, pour, relieve, remove, throw out, vacate, abnegate, abrogate, annul, black out, bleep, blue pencil, clean up, cut, ding, discharge, dissolve, drop, gut, invalidate, kill, knock out, launder, nix, nullify, quash, queer, rescind, rub, sanitize, shoot down, snip, squash, squelch, sterilize, take out, torpedo, trim, vacate, wipe out, zing, abate, abrogate, annihilate, annul, call off, cancel, defeat, destroy, disestablish, dissolve, do away with, eliminate, end, eradicate, erase, expunge, extinguish, extirpate, finish, inhibit, invalidate, kill, negate, nix, nullify, obliterate, overthrow, overturn, prohibit, quash, repeal, repudiate, rescind, revoke, scrub, set aside, squelch, stamp out, stop, subvert, supersede, suppress, terminate, undo, vacate, vitiate, void, wipe out, zap, dearth, deficiency, drought, inadequacy, insufficiency, lack, need, omission, privation, unavailability, void, want, abysm, chasm, crevasse, depth, fissure, gorge, gulf, hole, pit, void.... i need closure.