"what now?"

can our hearts be whole again? is it possible? my heart is not in one peice, its in millions. you'll never know how bad it hurts, no one understands, you left me stranded, and trapped. what do i do now? do i cry? do i beg? do i die? die for you? what should i do? forgive you? i dont want to hurt anymore, my heart was whole, it will never b put back together.