do you love me or do you not?.....

why is it that feeling overflowed feeling ardent , hanging over signs as they pass coming with chary disguise that come to tell me ignorant stuff ...... poison lies why is is that i insist on fighting for truth and not facing the lies , i feel exuberant for you do i have to keep on protesting , because i will i feel no languor .If only you were affable i would then honestly walk over proudly and fanatical , i would ask if there true but i am afraid of the answer ..... i wish i could forget it all but blood is not the answer , the illusion you put over me can make any person confused , do you love me or do you not? because i love you........... :(