Lost

im lost in my own mind can't find the way out dont really want to i just want to forget about everything and everyone i hate my life i want to bury the memories deep within the ground and leave them their for someone else to find or maybe not i dont want to live like this anymore i remeber my mothers cries and my fathers yell all to well i remeber all of the things that have happened to me and my brothers and my mother happiness no longer remains their is no more laughing or singing or dancing my people would not be proud to know what we have done with our pride we let him beat us down into thew ground no longer caring wheather we will be here tomorrow or the day next i prey to the lord to help me but i just sink further and further into nothingness i numb all that i feel i can't feel anymore all the times she and he and they have hurt me i will no longer feel for them i am done with this i will be like stone