sorrow of life

im only 13 years old im trying figure why the worls is so cold why am i all alone why nobody understand why am i always sad why nobody help me. im sitting in the dark with no light im falling down a hole no hope in sight I screw everyting up no matter how hard i try no one understands my life just goes bye does anyone see im messed in the head so many mental issues im hanging on a thread the thread might snap but nobody cares they think im wired I get a thausand stares I can't fix this so why try I gotta look up and see the bright side