Thoughts of you creep into my head
slide under the crack of the door
that i have locked you away in

try to distract myself
math homework
a book
my ipod
but none can possibly save me
from the thoughts of you

and what kills me
is how you smiled
the way your eyes sparkled
the way i could be myself completely around you
the way i didn't have to hide anything
the way i could just huddle under your arms
and everything would seem alright for a moment

i think of you now
the way you can't even bare to let me explain
the way you can't even look me in the eye
the way you moved on so fast
the way you know what you've done to me
yet you don't even care