I await the start of my forever

You've provided contentment to a restless heart. An escape from a tortured reality. You're the one i thought would never come, My recipe for "happy" with the chemicals gone. But now im helplessly missing you; Surrounded by walls. These Walls! Walls so reminding and unforgiving. The numbing finds its place in my soul, Sanity once again stripped, My weighted heart hangs by a thread When will we be together my love? Tell me this will end as it began. I need the warmth of your smile, The confidence of your touch. Until once again we are together, I await the start of my forever