So I'll sit and cry
I'm just trying to die
Just making the cuts you'll never see
Just giving more pain for me
All these cuts and bruises I need
This is my own grand creed
With this fucking knife
I shall slowly take my life
These cut and bruises are self-inflicted
Just because of all I ever did
The tears flow like rain
But I deserve the pain
You wont understand the reasons
So just leave me with my demons
Im slowly fading
Like Jesus,sin for blood,I'm trading
The is for all the bad I've done
Crimson red,and I've barely begun
It will take some time
But the death is mine
It is my decision
With this blade,I'll make another incision
It shall be so deep
My own soul, I'll reap
As I look at my crimson wrists
I'm reminded of why I do this
It takes the sorrow away
Sorrow from every secind,every day
I love this blade as it goes through my skin
I slide it deeper and deeper in