All my worries have come toan end. I can relax now because 
you`re here with me. I can show you how much I`ve missed 
you. The thought of just one taste sends my mind running. 
On its own track at its ownpace.An everlasting thought that

could fulfill my inner most fantasy of having you here with

me. I don`t understand sometimes how my mind can have its 
own mind within itself. It begins to make me wonder, am I 
really in control of myself, better yet of my thoughts? I 
know there`s a higher power but is that what`s making me 
think the things I think? Wink wink, just think, about it; 
I`ve tried. Too hard, all I can register is that my life 
has new meanings everytime my pen or pencil greets the 
paper. My imagination gets carried away with lustfull 
thoughts of love I`m willing, ready, and trying to share 
with this special person. If not forever then just for a 
limited time that could feel like an eternity. Complete 
exstascy, I`m willing to give to you, and not just for fun.

We can play together just don`t play me unless it`s our 
little game. Make it a mutual habit that we have fun no 
matter what we do. I always try, and when it comes down to 
it, I`ll always do right by you. No worries for the both of

us. No stress, just the thought of being blessed by your 
presence is a beautiful sight. I just might try to wife 
you, live eternally, and spend the rest of my life with you

but only if you let me. Let me try you and tell me how it 
feels. Yes indeed curiosity kills, made man starve for 
meals. Once the point i*bleep* on target and on time, 
pleezebeleeveme you`ll forever want to be mine. You`ll be 
willing and ready to give your life for me. No thinking, at

the drop of a dime, my life goes on the line for you. Stay 
true is all I ask of you to me. Within thee I`m trying to 
spend time, and just one taste is all it`ll take. Our 
relationship won`t be built on sex. I wasmade from it, not 
for it, I won`t have it. It can make and break which I 
don`t want to have to go through. I want to love, be loved,

and make loveto you. Can I kiss you everyday and night as 
if I can never do it again. Have fun with the situation at 
hand and just deal with each day as they come. My mind is 
not numb, I can have fun with the same thought all day and 
never get bored. Sometimes it makes me want to call His 
name...Lord! Have mercy on my mind because truly it`s one 
in itself. I think I need helfp for the simple fact that I 
can`t stop thinking about certain individuals who keep my 
mind in a frenzy. Its beginning to make me dizzy, the same 
thoughts of different people costantly spinning around in 
my head. With and axis and rotation speed I can`t stop 
because deep down I have no control over it. Over and over 
I try to think of things that would normally disgust me. 
But, lustfully my mind changes. I can`t really complain 
about this, it benefits me when I really feel lonely and 
without. No doubt it comes in handy when I need or want. I 
flaunt my gifted mind to get what I`m grasping for. Indeed 
a chore that always needs a little doing to keep it clean. 
Can`t always be mean, sometimes I have to PG rate it. 
Debate it and come to a conclusion. A dillusion of 
confusion, and illusion of unison we could have, and all it

takes is just one taste.