R            R            R
 E            E            E
  J            J            J
   E            E            E
    C            C            C
     T            T            T
      I            I            I
       O            O            O
        N            N            N
 Even that word prickles the hair down my spine, i cannot
even belive i am breathing,
a not so big word, with one powerful meaning.
A terrible pain from a time once before,
but something i cannot ignore.

REJECTION-a word constantly arising in my mind,
a familiar pain im easy to find. 
the kind that you just get so use to until you are finally
numb,
then it just becomes a cruel life custom.
so use to it you wait for it each passing day,
but u never want it to come so u just pretend nothing is
wrong and pray.

REJECTION-the kind of pain i know is inevitable,
But it is my curse and my constant battle.
a cruel unfixable condition,
and so im destined to live my life in caution?
A cruel normality in my life now,
but i cant seem to escape it, i just dont know how!