I cant see whats going on. 
He hates me, doesnt give a fuck what I do.
He couldnt care less what I do.
But I dont care.
It doesnt make a difference to me.
Why do I feel this way?
I dont understand it.
He hates me.
I am blinded.
Not a where of whats going on anymore.
I love him.
The reason I do is unknown to me,
And you.
I think about letting go.
There is no point in hanging on.
So why dont I let go?
I cant.
After holding on for so long.
For no reason why.
I cant let go.
Not even with all the strenght in the world.
I cant let go.
Dont see a chance in it.
I am blinded by the emotions