Worthless

By ShastaGirl •
Despair over takes my mind and spirit
As I sit in a lonely shell
In my life, all alone
Doing nothing, and nobody cares
My life is many years old
And has yet to fall into place
I still don’t know what I want in life
The uncertainty is written on my face
My skin doesn’t fit my body
Like extra pieces that just don’t fit right
I feel like every one notices it too
I’ve become the world’s worst site
I am a waste of space
Not worth the air I breathe
Definitely not time well spent
To me, beauty is a tease
I feel like I have fallen in a hole
And everyone has left me there
Like I deserve it for being… me
Oh well….I guess I don’t care