My Prince Charmin...this is for u.

My heart called to u, now my tears fall for u. My knight n shinin armour, my prince charmin... Now wut do I call u? My friend? I cannot lie to myself. U mean more to me than a friend, more than i should have allowed. I wish not to be sad, I wish not to feel lost. I wish for u to love me one day, is that too much to wish for? Should I not wish for u at all? My mind is filled with the confusion, that my heart has bestowed upon me. Do I keep fightin? Do I let it go? Do I let him think I don't care? When clearly that is not true... I wonder do I cross his mind, for he crosses mine plenty... My heart called to u, now my tears fall for u. My knight n shinin armour, My Prince Charmin. I came to the conclusion I cant give up, I can't give in. I might pretend the best that I can, a show for her to see... But in the end u will always be, the one my heart cries for. The one whom my lips ache to feel against them , The one whose eyes make my knees go weak. The one whose smile, takes my breath away. For it is simple... U may fill my heart with sorrows now that u r not here, but it waits for ur return. For u, u r my Prince Charmin. You will one day rescue me once again, from the ache my heart endures.