Letting go, by Cortney shea. <3 Subscribe to rss feed for Cortney shea. <3

I watch the red lines magically apear,
my life has become my fear.
I'm no longer happy and care free,
i can never be the girl i use to be.
Tears flow over where my smile once lay,
and i am letting go without a say.
My pain is to much for me to bare,
I am not sorry for letting go because their is noone to
care.
So i write a letter to let you know,
that it's not my choice to let go.
I want to find a reason to stay,
but i am leaving without a say.
I know this sin is to great to be forgivin,
but their's no reason for me to keep livin.
I'd rather be damned into the depths of hell,
then to stay here and dwel.
So i go on taking pill after pill,
i guess words really can kill.
You told me i was worthless and that i needed to go die,
I have no more tearsleft to cry.
I feel my body going numb and my heart slow,
I take my last breath it's time to let go.
So i let the darkness consume me,
If only i was the girl i use to be.
Maybe then i would've been okay,
but i'll never wake up to see another day.
Posted: 2009-08-12 06:48:06 UTC

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2009-08-12 06:55:12Cortney shea.
plz comment

2009-08-14 18:11:56Invisible Poet
i dont know if you've read my comment on ashley's suicide letter but suicide poems always remind me of watching a close friend cut her arm up so bad she bled to death waiting for the ambulance... lets just say suicide poems touch me

2009-08-18 03:01:54Cortney shea.
yeah. i read it.. but still u made her change her mind