I sit in my room,
Where darkness falls.
I lay there,
Lifeless, dying.
Waiting for sleep to come.
But it never does.
I look at the places where happiness once was.
Now, it is followed by silence and despair.
I drag cold steel across my skin,
Drowning out the pain,
The sorrow,
The sadness,
The emptiness.
The places where the room was once radiant with laughter, 
Friendship. 
And love.
Only silence follows. 
Where once was love, 
There is only despair.
Where once was light,
There is only darkness.
My face glistens in the moonlight,
As pale as the moon itself.
I see the stars above,
And wish for the end to come. 
I see the face of my love,
And wish to die.
I see the faces of my friends,
And wish to pass.
I feel so alone. 
I feel so cold.
I will the pain to pass,
But it never does.
I think of how rain hits my face,
The drops  substitute my tears which dried out long ago.
I press the cold blade to my chest.
The end will come for everyone eventually.
For me, 
The end is today.
I plunge the blade deep within my chest,
And end it forever.