Why...?

I’m all alone now. Alone in the depths of my heart. I sometimes think why do I continue to live? Why was I born within this world? I don’t know why. I think I just wanna die. Sometimes I wonder what it’s like. Being alone in the world. All alone. No one there to keep you from doing things you want to do. This world, the world I was born into. Is it the place where I belong? Should I really be living in such a world? I wonder to myself, I ask myself. Why? Why do I keep on living in a world that I would just hate forever? Why…. Why don’t I just die and be in a place better for me than here? Why? That, I do not know…