How can there be a god if you can’t see how much I need
you?
There are so many things I wish I could say,
But I can’t say the truth
Some times everything seems like it will be okay but then it
leaves
Those things sometimes you just don’t seem to
understand…..
My heart feels in a million places……..
And I can’t seem to pick up all the pieces
A shattered mirror pretty much describes what I feel inside
The sad part is it isn’t over who you think it is…
When you feel that you just don’t belong you start to
think harder 
Harder in saying that you think you whole life over 
You realize what you were looking for was always there
And that you were just too blind to see
Most of all you realize that this thing you seem to see is
too far out of reach
It isn’t fair to have to live with out your desires
I guess I’m going to have to deal with it
I’m not saying that it is easy 
But I don’t really want to do it
I’m selfish because I feel inconsiderate
I just can’t explain my self any further
No time is really left
It’s gone so fast 
You can’t really
I don’t know what I’m feeling
And that makes me cry 
To my heart it’s like I’m living a lie