i laugh at pain
and cry at death
i run in the rain
and take a deep breath

the kiss was sweet
the timing wrong
my heart's incomplete
and he wasn't gone long.

the funeral was short
i miss him so much
i run to my fort
for my life i clutch

all i need to do
is just let go
but in me i knew
my blood must flow

not on the ground
but through my veins