sitting.
on the cement streets.
the cold hard ground.
waiting-
waiting for smeone who will care.

raindrops falling. 
my tears form a puddle-
drip, drip, drip.

i've lost everything.
family.
love.
hope.
its hard just to live.
my heart is dead

wanting-
wanting nothing more
but to have my soul live again.

breathing.
every breath; 
no longer hope
darkness;
depression lives. 

a sword, 
thrust into my heart. 
ripped.

covered.
covered in
scars.
hurt.
and pain.
blood drips..

wishing.
thinking.
fury building.
i wonder why.

i hear laughter
but its not coming
from me.

i'm lost in
confusion.
standing between the roads
of
death and life.

i might as well die..
or commit suicide. 
i wish...just to 
live again.

Stay.
stay standing at
the depths of hell
  

if only..my soul can live once again.