here i am stuck in this home
where happiness doesnt exist and i am all alone
where every possible abuse is all i get
and suicide i have yet to commit

so too over come these struggles what do i do
do i try to lean my crying head upon the shoulder of you,
but i already know you all wont let me stay
so then do i say its time for me to runaway

or do i cut because for a moment the pain leaves
but the pain is still there when theres no more room to cut
and bleed

all i want to know is what do i do?
what could i possibly do?

its to bad that the answer that stuck in my head and that i
am forced to respond is:nothing.i cant do a damn thing but
just sit back and except all the pain that everyone is just
so willing to give me.all because i cant do anything about
it.