Try as I might I don't remember a single day
Where I felt safe and protected in every way
I’m so exhausted always feeling the need to be on guard
I never thought life would be this hard
That elated feeling of safety is it so far out of reach
For me maybe it's just a figure of speech
These luxurious feelings of security I have never known
Unconditional love and affection I have never been shown
Is it possible to miss what you have never had?
A fear of never feeling safe, leaves me feeling alone and
sad
A long standing dream to feel safe and secure
That illusion sure does seem a tantalising lure
I desire to be wrapped in responsible strong arms
To no longer feel on edge in fear of outside harms
No more hurt and pain as he would shield
Equally returning ones love and affection I would yield
Wouldn’t it be nice to experience no more sleepless
nights?
Imagine my happiness could fly to immeasurable heights
Feeling secure that a significant somebody will catch me
when I fall
A sensitive soul mate who I can trust not to drop the ball
My ultimate aim is for this unsafe cycle to break
Producing a secure future for my son to partake
Like a tigress with her cub fearlessly protected
Paramount my son’s safety is genuinely projected
He will always know he is safe and sound
Forever feeling secure with my love so profound