Running Scared 10-08-08

Am I running from or am I running to What am I scared of, Was it you? I made it home and closed the door With fear inside and outside, Which is more? Don't lose your key, I've been told The FUCKING lock, why won’t it hold? I'm alone and scared, right down to my core Don't let go until I can hold no more I lean on the door as no one will come Shit here I go again, I'll have to run.