Clear Awakening 28-02-09

What will I find when I awake? Will my world still appear to be opaque? When I think of what I wish to see Is it so unbelievable for me? Repeated questions of where The truth to listen do I dare Dreaming of a safer tomorrow No more fear of pain and sorrow Someone wake me for myself to appreciate To be happy and healthy is my true fate I’m so exhausted I need to sleep and rest Understanding however I must awake to do my best I fight to awaken from my forever sleep Knowing in my heart this feat is not to steep It’s not where I’ve been but where I’m going that matters Awaking from my bad dream as my past shatters A deep sadness attempts to pull me back Stamina and determination the best defence is my attack Goals are just dreams with out a time stamp Set the pace inspired I conquer that ascending ramp Motivated I awaken enlightened No more will I allow my feelings to be frightened Of my emotions I wish to be conscious My future potential I’m ever curious Out of my long stagnation I arise Tears freely streaming from my clear eyes Eyes wide open now I am awake So consciously aware of what’s at stake Endless tears washing away and clearing the haze Sharp presence as I perceive a glint shining out of my gaze. Awake I now see me Believing in all that I am and all that I can be!