Slipping & Sliding 08-02-09

Who am I If I cannot cry Where is me My eyes cannot see Bent I have no reflection Broken I have no direction Where am I No matter how hard I try I can never see The beauty in me Another's eye I' will avoid Self so easily annoyed Why am I once more lost What will be the cost The expense for me to find Look deep into my subconscious mind Self esteem at an all time low Bruised is my ego Where will I be If I allow myself to see Do I want to see the facts Or will it, my emotions tax Why am I undercover Am I afraid of what I may discover Lost or am I hiding I certainly feel like I am sliding Sliding and slipping I so did not want Hard work lost, thoughts do taunt I struggle to find me My eyes strain to see Drawing on learned wisdom for myself Determined once again to find oneself Look hard look strong With a keen sensibility to belong.